Sunday, December 04, 2005
2:34 AM

i woke up with an ache in my upper torso. i forgot how i fell asleep. blood dripped from the wound that isnt fresh anymore. a swipe of that dark red liquid with my fingers confirmed the reality. i turned to stare at that needle in the corner. its been some time since i turned to it to stop the pain. i thought..id let you try to stop the pain. but its bleeding. and i dont know if youre gonna stay with me this time. maybe..the needle would be safer to depend on.