so ure outta the game.
i cant pick it up
n pass it to u
like u were never disqualified.
i just want to be able to
close the door at night
off the table lamp.
sleep without a blanket.
shed no tears
feel no fear at night.
why is it so difficult.
stop telling me im refusing to let myself heal
because i know its not true.
because i know how badly i want to be ok.