watched the 'interview' with xiao shu shen.
i could identify so much with her-
ive experienced both that she tried,
and her condition is the same.
everytime i see parts of myself manifested in someone else,
i question those parts of me.
even while she was explainin she was misunderstood,
but rather than explain further,
she took it there.
her facing up to her condition
and uncertainty.
why did she say it out?
why did i say it out?
that elder said to her,
"don't give up because of what u've experienced,
cos maybe one day something good'll come along.
when it happens, don't be scared.
just go along with it, and be happy."