Friday, October 28, 2005
5:55 PM

it's amazing how i never realised..or maybe i did. that you'll be the first to reply my smses when i mass send certain messages. you'll be the first. you'll be genuinely concerned and all. u'll stay a friend when things go wrong. it's so hard to keep friends when things go wrong. it's tiring. to certain pple you have to make sure things dont sound wrong. for you, everything remains simple. i left cos i was scared and i didn't want to be unfair. im going thru a period that only i can help myself. i'm giving up on trying so hard to be friends with her. i pray you'll stay with me.